probably the most difficult week I've ever had being a QPR fan. From finger pointing to personal abuse, on which some think I am solely responsible. I carried the can for a post that I never posted and in the first instance was seen by fans to be written in favour of Paulo Sousa. I have no doubts it was written in favour, but when people need a scapegoat, its easy to lay the blame at someone who has been harping on about the continual tinkering and inept performances.

In hindisght, I went over the top but when you read other reports from other sites, opinion is pretty much the same on the way we played and the feeling we were going nowhere fast.

To win Saturday and to at last see football worth the entrance fee gave me at least some satisfaction, but the over-riding thing for me is my passion for this football club. I would do nothing to damage it and hopefully in 12 months time this sorry episode will be a thing of the past.

The next chapter of QPR is about to be written and I hope anyone who knows me, would know that I was giving an opinion, this was not shared by the majority, but at the end of the day it was opinion.

At times like this you know who your friends are and I would like to make a point of thanking them for their support at this very difficult time. I have felt very down over the last week and thanks to you, it has been easier to bear.

Come on you rrrrrr'ssssssssssssss